Happy Christmas...Merry Christmas...

Dad......!! :):)

Ohh Dad you are soooo cool...... I LOVE YOU ALOT..

Miss you so much,,you are always with me as i look forward for your help,,friendship...you are always thr when i want to take decision..You love me alot..
Now how could you think of living life without me,,, How can you be away from me????
i love you alot dad promising to be with you forever.... :)

With love proudly your daughter...

Chinnu.. :)

Well....

Well...not all we see or hear is true guys....!!!

Thats what i realised in the recent past...PPL can just take advantage of help,helplessness,goodness,badness or any of the characteristics of human being...So what is needed here...??? being CAUTIOUS of what we do, who we talk to how we be with them,........ is all needed.And most prominantly being choosy with respect to the impression we try to map against them...

I feel the idian culture is gradually being influenced by foreign culture..Few such culturally adopted ppl call themselve open minded,,,,extroverts,,intelligent smart etc etc... I understand now that its challenging to identify such people who cause harm..But we need to b proactive...Thats the only Hope of result!!

Lets pray god to clean this society.....!!!

Hello..........!!! :)

Well What do i say about the wonderful weekend with my two good friends ofcourse one is my BOSS.. :) :)!!

It's just we three and in the best place i have ever seen in this world. PB's forest lake view with beautiful greenary. Has celebrated her bday,,did some shopping ofcourse how could i forget to talk abt the best part of my life by defalut---Any guesses... ?? :) THE WORK.Yes did work to the core for the entire friday :) :) and finished all my objective of visitng PNR.

Chalo i will post one of the good pics i could click from my mobile.. !! sorry PB ur missing in this.Miss you both..!!

Its Vik post an in my blog....!!

This is what vik(my best friend) want me to post on behalf of him..And finally its in my blog.. :)

"Hmm what should I start with to tell you all about her, she is like a child while having fun and she is like Dadi ma when it comes to giving advice. It was 24 October 2003 I met her in Afro Asian games. And she turned to be my best best friend. She is very supportive. I just can’t run away saying ‘thank you’ for her support to me in my life J …..A girl with lots of dreams, but what make her different with others is she acts of her dreams to make it true. When it comes to career ‘hard work’, ‘commitment’ and ‘dedication’ is what you can see. The best thing from my point of view I saw was ‘Care’ towards her family especially towards Uncle ji. Where ever she goes she will create magic with her words follows by centre of attraction. Whenever there is any tough situation in life she stands very strong. She has that creative eye which always leads to an invention bcoz whatever I try to do creative she always supports and encourages me. She is someone who understands your feelings, believes in your words and accepts you just the way you are which makes her a good human. Ohhhh Ohhh wait there is another side of her haha Very badmash. I feel like a Student of 5th standard when she becomes angry. Gussa tho naak pe hota hai. I just remain calm when she is angry. I feel like I am standing outside of class room and hiding from teacher and that is her haha. Baap re panga maat lena isse. I think you should be a teacher rather than being in HR haha. On the whole I have one word to describe her; she is a ‘Human being’ because it’s difficult to be a ‘Human’ this days J Proud of you for anything you do. Keep rocking keep smiling man. Never give up."

Yeyyyyyyyyyy....... :) :) !!

Loving it what,,,,....???
Well..the time hasn't come to publish yet..!!

But will soon be telling what it is...i am loving it..its a wonderful feeling..SO wants to know what it is...nope not telling but but yeah therzzz something in life... :) YES..So wait for the unveiling hehehe bye for now

Oh no so sadddd..!! sunday is almost over.. hu hu hu!!

chinnu.. :)

True Love....

True love comes straight from the heart not the mind. It starts with a simple meeting of two people, from the first conversation comes the mutual respect. Soon, without realizing it, there’s a feeling of likeness in the air. From likeness, it gradually grows to love. But true love does not end here.

From love, there’s commitment. The feeling stops you from starting any other possible cases of likeness with other people. The same feeling which gets you back to the same person whom you have been sharing your love life with.
Many people never went to the stage of commitment, only to blame themselves later for never experiencing true love. If loving is easy, living your hectic life would be easier and i realise it now.

Stories of love are being shared among us everyday, yet there aren’t many of which we can remember. A love story comes from your own experience, not something that you’ve heard or seen. If there is one love story that you can ever remember in your life, it would be something that you had gone through.. True love is a gift. Though finding it may be hard, keeping it....., harder. We struggle through all our life in search of it, yet when we find it, it just disappears.Just like sand sipping your hands, never to return again.

True love means happiness for your partner even if it means sufferings for you. As much as we would want to deny it, we do sacrifice for love. A simple give in during a heated argument can prevent harsh words being used and breaking of hearts. So next time when you think your partner is unreasonable, think again. You could make her/him less annoyed by giving in just this once. You may give in many, many times in your relationship but at least you know its worth the effort when the storm is over. After you Love her and she loves you..this can be for it...

True love will be tested one day, only then the declaration for one another is truthful. Temptations will always be there, there will always be someone nicer, younger or more beautiful than your current one. Only will that day tell your truthfulness towards your heart and your soul??

The pureness of True Love is one thing that keeps people going, throughout their life. The simplest things that you do for her/him will get you happiness in return.
As far as I can see, we all yearn for that simple undying love that rumors to exist. Its out there somewhere, clouded by the deceiving facts of life and overshadowed by the logical mindset of humans.

So Dont feel Bad when your love at times doesnot turn up to you when you most needed and awaiting,,its just the a momnet in life she dint realise..By thinking so much about loosing that one moment,,,dont hurt yourself and your patner....because for you her happieness is most imp,,and the same with her also.. :)
If both are happy there will be so many such moments in life to cherish.. :)

True Love exists deep down our hearts…just that we need to realise it.. and it showers so much of caress... :)

Keep smiling

With love chinnu..

In General....

Yeah a lottt to talk about.., But where do I begin??? Let me say.., I've decided to take up basket ball.., full time..., again..., yeah.., awful lotta pauses no?? But ha.., looking forward to get fit.., hopefully..., must mention..., I've been under tremendous pressure for the past two months and been waiting for some good news ever since.., Somehow, the more I hate to wait.., the more I have to wait..,yeah...,So hmmmm I have lost my complete appetite....working towards building it.., yeah I am..., :)

Was very very happy yesterday.., spoke to Jyosh after a long long time.., missing her eversince.., and i miss all the fun-filled crazy days of the Grad.., the hostel,the shopping, the cooking, the sort-of- gossiping, God.., but yeah good for her that shez strategised.., I sooo wanted her to settle down in life.., Shez an awesome human being.., She'll only get the best in life.., All my wishes and blessings and prayers for her.., hey Jyoh miss you ra.., ok ok enough of all the sentimental drama.. :)

Oh I almost forgot.., went to an Office party CMMI level 5 Korean party..., haaaah imagine d rainy party and the Koreans..(well this can be For those of you who understand...., Those of you not- BETTER DON'T!!!!!!!! :) :) :) :) ) And then I literally got myself souped in the water..,Did i forget to mention that i was coordinator for people thr...it was a painful job to explain the address but after all i am people person...But Yeah.., life can be reaally drab sometimes.., huhuh...,
So the party went pretty well met all the "so wantedly meet" people...,,I am happy.. :)

Till next post
With Love
Chinnu :)

Happy Ganesh chaturthi in advance... :) :)

I heartily wish Lord Ganesha fill our home's with lot of happieness and fortune..Best Wishes on Ganesh Chaturthi!

chinnu

Yummy !!! :) :)

YEYYY sunday........ :)had a wondeful weekend...did lot of shopping..:) :)though am still not out of that viralF completely but managed to get along with it for the entire last week,,now feeling a bit good.
Well had a wonderful yummy yummy dinner along with long chats...now time to sleep..:)

Long time............

Well,Its been a very long time me updating blog..

Have so many things to share..The best thing happened in last 2 weeks is " The New Bike :) :) :) " very happy...But unfortunately the rains in hyd are not letting me drive to the extent i wanted to,,hmm thats common...!!!anyways,,,The bad thing is down with fever..seasonal fevers all over..So please take care..!!

Happy Friendship Day To All.. :)!!

Its a different feeling.. :)

Apart from D sense of elation, love also brings with it pain. still, we cant help being bitten by the love bug. why?? Is it better to have loved and lost.., than to have never loved at all????

People in love want what's best for each other. So, where's the risk of getting hurt? If you are in love., ur genuinely concerned about ur partner... it not just another responsibility. u strongly support ur partner through thick and thin while still enjoying each others company. People in love often give credit for good things tht happen in teir lives. Whats important is that falling in love is easy..., its remaining in love which is difficult.

U dont plan to fall in love.... its just happens... its genuine and comes from the heart. when u fall in love., u rise above everything. As love grows.., it transforms u., fro., it lends u a positive attitude and instils in u., a deep sense of commitment. It's a powerful and intense emotion which makes U focussed., where old attitudes and habits fade away making way for new ones.

U do feel hurt and depressed because love can make u lose ur sense of logic and perspective. but., falling in love brings that special glorious feeling - the beautiful music tht only the two of us hear..,the invisible thread that binds u together... no matter how far apart u are. Love gives u wings to fly and lifts u higher., makes u strong and ur world more meaningful. Keeping love alive involves a lot of hardwork., nurturing., sacrifice., understanding and never taking each other for granted. It means not just finding the perfect person.., but learning to love an imperfect person with all the spots.., faults and blemishes.

thinking abt it..., love rarely hurts.., it the hurt that hurts!! And tht happens when u have expectations... Believe in love and life after love. Sure., love can hurt.., but why deny urself the most magical., memorable moments in life just out of the fear of getteing hurt????

:)

With Love
Chinnu..

Favorite Song....!!! :) :)

Song Name : Kannulaku chupandam
Movie Name : Padmavyuham
Music Director: A.R.Rehman
Singers: P.Susheela
Lyricist: Rajasri
Year : 1993

Kannulaku choopandam....,kavitalaku oohandam...,
Teegake poolandam ..., vaarike nenandam...
Kannulaku choopandam....,kavitalaku oohandam...,
Teegake poolandam ..., vaarike nenandam...

Vaanaagipoyinanu aakupai chukkandam....,
Ala chediripoyinanu darinunna nurugandam...,
Chinaari taaralake raatiriki O andam....,
chinnari taaralake raatiriki O andam.
Srivaari choopulaku eppudu nenandam....

Kannulaku chupandam !!

Andaala vannelake apuroopa kurulandam....,
Anuraaga muddarale cherigina bottandam....,
Maguvalo premoste manugade O andam........
Maguvalo premoste manugade O andam.
Naa todu neevunte cheekate O andam.

Love..!!!

A gentle word like a spark of light,
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole
Your Love....

There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's your devotion that makes them still

And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof

So thank you my Love for being there,
For supporting me, my life
I'll do the same for you, you know,
Will be there for you life time

With Love
Chinna..

I Am....,,,,.........

I Am....
I Wish....
I Dream....
I Believe....
I Hope....
I Pray....
I Love....
I Achieve....
I Motivate....
Well,,,,This is what i keep doing and feel life is cool only when you do all these.... :)

With Love
Chinna.. :)

I am responsible!!!

WEll,i am responsible for what i does..!!! I strongly believe in it..
Can there be any chance to edit the past....??? NO!!!

people tend to regreat when they loose something close to them/they havent done something,that would have made a difference to some situation in past,,there are lot of situations like this in every1's life

In certain situations we may feel lonely/Sorry for someone/Cry,,,,become isolated.We regret for what we did..those short moments lead to decisions like suicides,murders,revanges..etc etc..To avoid these.....

Lets start forgiving people and build healthy relations,,,Life is short Dont loose people close to you,,..Dont lead by incidents/situations think once before you take hard decision..!!End of the day its people in life who matters the most!!! :)

With Love
Chinnu.. :)

Loveeeee Rains... :)

How beautiful is the rain....Rain can evoke a lot of feelings within us including love and hope. When I was younger, I remember we used to sing the song “Rain, rain, go away, come again another day, little girls want to play.” We would sing it until my dad finally let us play and dance in the rain.

As an element of nature, rain can be as powerful as it is beautiful. I remember last year when the rain flooded a lot of houses and left people here homeless. However, you can still marvel at its beauty and the hope it symbolizes. Imagine if there was no rain. The fields would be dry and the earth would be thirsty. Lovers wouldn’t be able to dance in the rain or share an umbrella together

In Munny's words..

About my grand mother..

She is a nice person,when she talks with an other person she gives respect and talk.She was a beautiful women in our family..and i like her so much,She too loves me so much..

And we both are very good friends.Anywhere i dint see such a nice person in the world..She likes me and my brother alot,,especially she likes my mother so much..

She loves my grand father so so so so much...the last day i spke with her is on 10-09-2006,that is the last moment i spoke to her that day afternoon at 12.30pm..Such a nice women i am missing her so much..and i feel that she is there till now with us.Her face was very bright that stars are sprinkling in the sky..

But that day i heard a very bad news that she has died on 11-09-2006..The moment i heard the news,i was crying for the whole day.

When i saw her next time in my dreams she came and called me standing near the door..then i asked my mom to open the door.When she open the door noone is there out side.I love her alot..she just come to see me..wherever she is in the sky she should be happy..

I feel she is in the stars when i see the sky.Whenever i go to an exam i pray to her and leave..i get a good rank always..

If i hurted you please forgive me gran ma..

she always want each of our family members to shine in their carrer..

When i see ammu i can see her face.So that i feel she is with us in our family..Now that i talk in english pretty well my friends are saying i gt a good language,accent even nani's principal told me that i have a good language..

But i think u still in my heart and u r not died.Bye my sweet loving grand ma..have good days wherever you are..

With lot of love ur's
Munny...

Its aint cool..!! Please pay heed !!

Smoking isnt Cool....everybody knows the ill effects of smoking...,but every smoker thinks that cigarrettes are going to harm the other person and not him...and they fall victim to this thought..A recent statistical analysis shows that smoking causes so much of disease...that in terms of human life.,if a person smokes one cigarrette..,he is shortening his life by 11 minutes....so.,assume Mr.X smokes 10 cigarrettes per day...,he is shortening his lifespan by 2 hrs a day and an average of 3 days per month and a month per year...So go ahead and burn your candles at both ends...U'll be hitting the end of the road at breakneck speed...do u want to really do THAT??????
If there is a vice which is really helpful.,it is no-smoking zones in flights.,restaurants.,hospitals and public places....And i hope everyone knows that passive smoking is equally..,if not more..,disastrous as active smoking...Heart attacks.,brain strokes,hypertension.,lung cancer.,chronic bronchitis.,blockages in leg artery etc are the few likely problems of smoking...
So...................the next time u decide to smoke..,take a pen and strike off 11 mins from a calender and then go ahead...This may help u stop smoking and live a longer and healthier life..................
Plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz QUIT SMOKING...........,
Plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz Pay a heed...........,
Plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz lend a ear........,
Plz do...,
So till next time....,
Me Chinnu saying Chow and hoping that i made a difference to atleast 1 life.........

A Birthday....!! :)

Its almost 12am...So before anyone wish me here I WISH MYSELF A HAPPY,HEALTHY BIRTHDAY...:) :)...Love you amma...Miss you alot..Missing you alot.Hmmmmm there is always a special connection to rain and my birthday as always its raining and i remember celebrating a rainy birthday always...

The offsite

Its the offsite organized for knowledge insight...i loved it especially the sleepless nights we had...for situational leadership classes,,all were punctual,enthusiastic,open minded ..All coz of Raj and his engaging skills,,we never felt as though we were sitting in classroom for two continuous days for more than 22 hours..BDW Raj is the Op's Director of kpit,Auto-sbu..Kudos to his explaination skills and the energy levels...The group photo is missing.. :(

Munny, Nani and Ammu.... :) :)

These three sweet cute chotu's are my sister's son and daughters...and my nephew and niece but more than that they are my sweethearts.....love them alot..Munny is in standard 9th she loves games and hates studies..Nani is ambitious,thanks to the movie director pokiri.from the day he watched that movie he wants to becme IPS and struggles hard for d same....And cm's my cutie sweetie the intelligent,naughty lovely ammu..infact we call amma as my mom used to tell us she will reborn..Ammu born just after few days my mom died and with the dittttooooo kundali.. :)so i love my amma alot.. thats all for now so here is munny,nani and ammu for you all... :) :)

Smile :) :)

General..!!

hi...

Its been long time couldnt get time to put pen to paper...!!

Monsoon started in hyderabd enjying the early rains...Life is cool n new with so many challenges...ever ending goals,wonderful workshops and beautiful work place..

Oh y m i talking too much about work..well thats the only thing i could see in life at present..New timings are 8am-6pm ofcourse the out time is never defined by comp..:) :)

Missing out all my MBA and Graduation friends...especially jyo...miss you alot jyoshhh...without u there is no jyosh in life...:(

Chalo will sleep now

Good night

Chinnu.. :)

A touching story...!!!

There was once a guy who was very much in love with his girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes as a gift to his girl. Although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company, his future doesn't seem too bright, they were very happy together. Until one day, his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back. She also told him that she couldn't visualize any future for the both of them, so let 's go their own ways there and then... Heartbroken, the guy agreed. But when he regained his confidence, he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind just to make something out of him. Finally with all these hard work and with the help of friends, this guy had set up his owncompany... "You never fail until you stop trying."

One rainy day, while this guy was driving, he saw an elderly couple sharing an umbrella in the rain walking to some destination. Even with the umbrella, they were still drenched. It didn't take him long to realize those were his girl's parents. With a heart at getting back at them, he drove slowly beside the couple, wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan. He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore, he had his own company, car, condo, etc. He made it!

Before the guy can realize, the couple was walking towards a cemetery, and he got out of his car and followed them...and he saw his girl, a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone... and he saw his paper cranes beside her... Her parents saw him. He asked them why this had happened. They explained, she did not leave for France at all. She was ill with cancer. She had believed that he would make it someday, but she did not want to be his obstacle ... therefore she had chose to leave him...

"Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have." She had wanted her parents to put his paper cranes beside her,because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again... he can take some of those back with him...

"Once you have loved, you will always love. For what's in your mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever."

"Find time to realize that there is one person who mean so much to you, for you might wake up one morning losing that person whom you thought meant nothing to you."

The guy just wept ...

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them but knowing you can't have them... "

Boss day out...

Yesterday was quite eventful...how could i miss to share d best time i had with my collegue..it was d boss day out in the peak summer of pune..had an awesome time..shopping in Hong Kong lane..!!As such I am an impulsive buyer shop first feel next types..brought so many things for kids sisters amd myself..shopping followed by spicy food at tiranga and an ice cream in naturals..been to her home Loved the architecture of home...carved some ideas immediately for my future home... :D
I am scheduled to leave on this wednesday..will be back to hyderabad!!! haaaa the feeling itself relax me alot..The coming month would be an hectic one as i had a superb training so far it would be the time to delivery so would be busy with all the ofc work..Also my sis kids are going to be joining the school this first week of june so there is going to be a lot more shopping and chaos...will talk in all about it next time...For now going to eat the tasteless MH food....

ARATI SAIBABA (Telugu)

Its Life Dont be serious be sincere !!!

A message from chetan bhagat...I like it so much..here it goes for you all...

Don't just have a career or academic goals set goals to give you a balanced,successful-life.I use the word balanced before successful.Balance means ensuring your health, relationships, mental peace and your wordings.There is no point getting promotions on the day of break up.There is no fun in driving a car when your back hurts.Shopping is not enjoyable when your mind is full of tensions.

Life is one of those in nursery school where you have to run with a marble in a spoon kept in your mouth.If the marble falls there is no point in coming first...same is with life where health and relationships are the marbles.your striving is only worth wen you have harmony in life.Else you may achieve success,but this spark the feelin of being alive and excited would die...

One more thing about nurturing the spark is to love people around... live your life to the best.You would enjoy the feeling of living when you value relations and care them...Life is no meant to be taken seriously as we are only temperory here.We are like a prepaid card with a limited validity.If we are lucky we may lost another 50 years.And 50 years is just 2500 weekends.Do we really have to take tension???

Its ok,bunk a few classes,scoring low in few papers,goof up a few interviews,take leave from work,enjoy with your friends,fall in love,little fights with ur loved one's.We are people not programmed devices..

Dont be serious!! be sincere!!

The guy in the mirror

i first heard this poem from chief guest of VJIM convo Xv Batch...It inspires me a lot infact reminds me to be fair in what i do and i strictly follow it
So here it goes for you..

When you get what you want in your struggle for self
And the world makes you king for a day
Just go to the mirror and look at yourself
And see what that man has to say.

For it isn't your Father or Mother or wife
Whose judgement upon you must pass.
The fellow whose verdict counts most in your life
Is the one staring back from the glass.

Some people may call you a straight shooting chum
And call you a wonderful guy,
but the man in the glass says you're only a bum
If you can't look him straight in the eye.

He's the fellow to please, never mind all the rest
For he's with you clear to the end,
And you have passed your most dangerous test
If the man in the glass is your friend.

You may face the whole world down the pathway of life
And get pats on the back when you pass,
But your final reward will be heartache and strife
If you've cheated the man in the glass.

off from hyderabad....

yayyy...

Off from hyderabad on an official work... have heard alot about pune from my.. so got an opportunity to visit it finally..Though i dint like puna crowd so much like hyd..,i found it as ok ok..sunday is not so long to get over..!!! and you know i feel very much sad especially when sunday come to end.., Sunday.., I reahed here in pune at 11.40 aftr so much of adventurous address finding excercise i found GH(guest house KPIT)., Room and the bed was cool so slept off for some time and woke up...Soooo after a bath.., change of clothes.I decided to watch television.., (over surfing net.., yayyy)..,but as usual I was bored.., I don't seem to "like" watching television anymore.., so I decide to do something which I am very good at ( what else it could b other than eating :D)..,its almost 2pm and stomech was cribbing..

GH is serving lunch downstaris...the very first look of MH food is awful and the menu is---red rice(2 inch width)garnished with tomato slices,plain pulka's and dal(tasteless)... :( for a moment i felt.. when did i turn to be a patient..!!!(miss you hyderabad and your food.... :( ) anyways managed to grab sme, spke to couple of guys in guest house went back to room.after reading every bit of news in the papers.., solving half the crossword i felt a sleep..just got up and as usual it's too boring..so came out searching a cyber cafe to talk to you all..

bye for now guys..

Happy Mothers Day To All.... :) :)

A mother hold their children happy for a while... and their hearts forever.. :) Please give handful time for them afterall they need our love toooooo... Miss you amma

Blank!!!

Yeah.., its one of those days when you are absolutely blank..., No thoughts, no actions, no work..., nothing!!! But then, you realize there are so many other things going on (YEAH!!) Well the fact that it is Saturday today may have something to do with this "Blank" feeling..., Hmmm so you wake up at 5.., are done with all the chores, are ready, and are stuffed by 7 in the morning..., with the whole day to go..., Hmmm.., So I watch a few old DVD's ( somehow watching my favorite childhood films always cheers me up ..., but.., nahhh.., it didn't happen this time around)..., but even The Sound Of Music and The Wizard Of Oz couldn't let me drift off the "Blank" feeling..., saw TV for sometime.., but television nowadays has become drab..., I want to strangle all those Bahu's who oodophy their ghoonghats and do nothing but cry..., No wonder the Indian society is male dominated... One tight slap is what they deserve.., for being such jackasses..., so TV is stroked out.... and I haven't bought ant new books of late so...., I didn't want to sleep (not in the afternoon.., NO Way..., All those health conscious people better know that sleeping mid-day makes you fat and YEAH!!! its proven.. so stay away for the afternoon..., so I thought.., and thought and thought about what exactly I was upto..., then I realized.., it has been so awfully long since I played my keyboard :)...and I knew exactly what I would be doing the rest of the day.... :)

:)

Mum....

Its so tough to imagine life without you but dont know how could i manage it for almost 2 years..I still want this to be turned as a bad dream..I dumped totally with baddest news ever possible from 2 months...Lost a very dear person in life and side by side i gt some good news in my way..

As bad days slogged by..i hardly had any mood to interact with others,,,desperately tryng not to cry.But well you had never let anything effect me so drastically..thats a good thing you did.I could control my feelings and come out of situations with a bit ease now.

But miss you alot mom...I pray your soul to rest in peace.Love you alot mum..

with lot of love

Your chinnu